hmm.

another post.

to blog everyday is to let u all noe tat im still alive?

or i shld mia and let ppl look for me?

worry abt me?

ya.

but who will look for me or worry abt me in the first place?

hmm.

u might think im silly or rather im damn childish.

many many yrs back i kept on thinking.

if one day im sick seriously or met in an accident and admitted to hospital.

who will go and visit me?

and till now so many yrs aft.

this qns is always in my mind.

who is the one will be by my bed to acc me?

will there be big grps of my friends to surround my bed everyday?

imaging wat the suituation will be like.

hais.

they go out but nv ask me along.

seriously im alright with it.

he asked me y i nv join them.

i told him tat they nv ask me.

yupp.

wat else can i sae?

ohh ya.

suddenly i found so many ppl going for the graduation ceremony liao.

now beng leong and wee loon going too.

lols.

hmm.

yupp.

the loneliness is there.

i feel the loneliness.

but wat can i do?

hais~